Holidays is going alright. Im not complaining. Only because i know it could be worse. I've been so good in the past few weeks, that i can't let this ruin everything for me now. I havent been so calm and -smoothly lived- for a while, and its going down hills abit. My goodies came today>< both of them :D That was one of the biggest excitments. Only because i've been waiting for them for awhile. Hes going to work tomorow, just randomly, then the day after that. Oh yeah, i'm having a great time. Vanessas up, i wanna bring her over and throw alcohol down her because she abandoned the magical water. Oh im not feeling so good><  Who cares. Well i think my first TEST for my LOVE has gone..almost as i expected, and its quite heartbreaking. But i'm dealing with it in my own time, as i realised that if i deal with my shitty things in OUR time, it kills things. so no info or 'horror' will bleed to him. As for my second test *laughs evily* ..

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happy grasshopper!!

I miss you!!! ><  fall flllll to mee ..*falls*  *huggs* *cuddles* *kicks ass for leaving*

ohh im like so over thereeeee...soooo farrrr awayyyyyyyyyy. look backkkkk :)

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